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i wish i never saw it. i wish i never looked back.



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David Tamaoka

this is a pretty sick song
"lets go"


Getting over you was so hard to do until yesterday
I found somebody new to love me like you did, just a little differently
Instead of holding hands, were standing on the sand
She's swimming in the ocean naked
Instead of holding hands, like holy monks do when they pray

Were making out
Were making out
Were making out

She said lets go lets go
I said i don't know if i can
She said let go let go

And honestly i don't know i don't know
What to do i'm completely captivated but she says
It's so easy
We can do it
So i turned to her and said lets go.

Lets go

And it hasn't been to long but the feelings haven't gone away
I'm ready to move on
And i've got this misery to blame
See i was never good at sunsets anway
Night time seems to suit me better
Strangers in the night will find their trails alright and they play

Were making out
Were making out
Were making out

She said let go lets go
I said i dont know if i can
She said lets go let go

And honestly i don't know i don't know
What to do i'm completely captivated what she said
It's so easy
We can do it
So i turned to her and said lets go

You're as opposite as black and white
You're as seperate as day and night

And i know
Theres a comfort in being in control

But this is something so seductive, seductive
We both know know it

And she said lets go lets go
I said i don't know what will happen
Well she said let go let go
And honestly i don't want to know don't want to know what to do
Oh but she said
It's so easy
We can do it
Just come a little closer
So i turned to her and said lets go

She said lets go lets go
She said lets go lets go
She said lets go lets go
She said she said lets go

EVERYTIME YOU LIE

one of my new favorite songs =D



you told me on a sunday
that it wasnt gonna work
i tried to cry myself to sleep
cause it was supposed to hurt

we sat next to the fire
as the flame was burning out
i knew what you were thinking
before you said it aloud

dont say you're sorry
cause im note ven breaking
you're not work the time that this is taking

i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
wont be showing scars

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie
everytime you lie
everytime you lie

i woke up the next morning
with a smile on my face
and a long list of gentlemen
happy to take your place
less trashier much classier
then who you prove to be

how longs it gonna take before
you see that shes no me
oh no

i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
wont be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie

at night no way
i won't be sleeping til morning breaks
thats the price you pay for your mistakes
goodbye to cheating

so don't say you're sorry
cause im not gonna listen

i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
wont be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie
oh
everytime you lie

dont say you're sorry
everytime you like
dont say you're sorry
ooh

the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie

in a trance.

on early mornings or should i say late evenings i feel so unproductive.. ill just sit in my room and listen to music. doodle in a book be lazy. i forget and shove all my responsibilities away.
at this moment in time the only thing that really gets to me is my music. ive been listening to a lot of house and trance.


Nobody wants to be alone
The heart beats happy when it isn’t late
And if it doesn’t have a home
You can come into my space

So you can be the one I love
I can be the one you long for
You can be the one I want

You can be the one I love
This could be the world wide open
You can be the one I want

When your falling for someone
But that someone doesn’t feel the same
Now before you come undone
You can call out my name

So you can be the one I love
I can be the one you long for
You can be the one I want

You can be the one I love
This could be the world wide open
You can be the one I want

So you can be the one
I can be the one
So you can be the one

You can be the one I love
I can be the one you long for
You can be the one I want

You can be the one I love
This could be the world wide open
You can be the one I want

thats all for today

your part time lover and full time friend
GNELLE

a.little.inspiration.

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you.
-Christian D. Larson

so i just turned 20 on the 28th of Cctober. i'm 2 decades old now, not that any of you really care. and im satisfied with the way things are. I go to school. have a pretty kick ass job, have great friends, an okay love life but that's to be expected.. i have realized how much i have grown as a person. not only physically but emotionally and mentally. i have seen myself mature over the last year and i must say i am proud of the outcome, though i still make plenty of mistakes and still rely on my parents, i am not ashamed at all of where i am. Life has had it's ups and downs, but things change and time always passes on. and that think that you were obsessing over so much doesnt seem as important or as big as you once made it out to be. with that said id say life of right now is decent. i wouldnt say life is great because once you get comfortable you seem to lose sight if whats important. but i wouldnt say life is tough since i know god doesnt dish out what he knows you cant handle.My dream in life is not to be famous, not to be rich, my dream is to be fully happy. where i can wake up in the morning feeling the same exact way i fell asleep... troubleless. Hopefully that'll happen soon. im not sure what direction my life is headed, but I'm searching myself and i hope i find my purpose and meaning in life. i want to be on great terms with my family, i know that we may be a dysfunctional family. but its my family and no matter what i love them. I love my friends and though most times i only keep up with a small group I promise you that i do think of you and care. i want to say that im extremely blunt. but i do usually think before i speak believe it or not. I may sound like a retard most of the times but to me everything i say makes sense and i guess thats all that really matters. im really tired of dealing with peoples crap since i cant seem to manage my own. so when things are bothering you dont beat around the bush and please don't expect me to read your mind,and play silent and lie that every things okay when they really arnt. i wont drop everything to be there with you all the time. not unless you would do the same for me. which i know only a few actually would. though i may not call you or ask to hang out, trust me I remember you. i might just simply say "you have my number why the fuck didnt u call me?" it goes both ways friendship.. its still a relationship and both people have to be willing to give a little more than they get. but i promise you once u get to know me youll either want me to shut up and leave or love me and never let me go. I also know that sometime i can be alittle obsessive with things and over analyze. but this is who i am you either love me or hate me. but proudly i can honestly say that i am a really good friend, i try my best to be non-judgmental. i always usually give you the benefit of the doubt. and even if you hurt me i will always be giving people second chances. im sure that none of you could ever do anything that would make me hate you, or dislike you in any way.unless you intentionally hurt me, force me into drama i dont want, or some other bull shit that i dont need to be apart of. you my friend can never ever do anything that would make me doubt you. All I have to say is that i require people to be nice. Show me that you have kindness in your heart. and that you know how to be humble. i am happy to say that from almost one year ago i have made many changes in my life to make me a better person. though at times i may find my self in a situation and i get depressed from things small or big or maybe no apparent reason. I always bounce back. I will admit that sometimes I get selfish. and i don't think of others before myself. im trying to grow into a better person.I really respect those who can and hope I can learn from them. Now all I wish for is to become a good person, live a good life with good friends and just be happy.

on to the third decade...things can only go up..
night peeps
your part time lover and ful time friends
gnelle

the j-drama fan in me ^^

DRAMA TIME!!!!
so ive been watching a whole bunch of Japanese Dramas lately and i just wanted to a share a couple of the last ones ive been watching. the last couple i watched were
Nobuta wo Produce ^^
here is the cast line up
Kamenashi Kazuya as Kiritani Shuji

Yamashita Tomohisa as Kusano Akira

Horikita Maki as Kotani Nobuko

so heres the basic outline of the drama.the drama is about two boys, who are give themselves the task of making Nobuko the most popular girl in class.unfortunatley Nobuko is highly unattractive and very awkward. having being teased most of her life growing up she likes to keep to herself and not let anyone in. while they are "producing" nobuko they grow into really close friends. others find it hard to believe cause kiritani is very popular and gets along with almost everyone. and is sorta dating the most beautiful girl in school. akira on the other hand is the overly confident, loud, has weird hand gestures and is like the class clown. and finally nobuko, the anti-social person whose only friends is her doll that shes had since shes a kid.

cute pictures of the team nobuta!

[Next drama!!!!]

KUROSAGI!!!

Yamashita Tomohisa plays Kurosaki, a young man whose family was destroyed by swindlers. Despite that, Kurosaki grows up to become a con artist known as Kurosagi. As Kurosagi, he swindles other con artists and returns the money to the original victim. then sending evidence to the police capable of putting them in prison. He works with the master swindler Katsuragi Toshio (Yamazaki Tsutomu) even though Toshio had a hand in the destruction of Kurosaki’s family. Kurosaki's life changed when Kurosaki’s father was swindled out of his money by a “shirosagi” (or white swindlers who swindle by defrauding others) … because of this, his father killed Kurosaki’s mother and sister followed by committing suicide himself his attitude changes a litle when he meets Yoshikawa Tsurara (Horikita Maki), a young law student who is studying to become a prosecuter. but undoubtedly falls in love with kurosaki.

funny enough these two are in this drama again^^ here are some pics from the drama.

all in all i think these two dramas very exciting entertaining. nobuta wo produce is more like a comedy while kurosagi is alot more serious. its a good contrast in acting so i highly encourage you all to watch them!!!!!!


yamaP ftw ^^
gah!!!!

well thats it for today!!
your part time lover and full time friend
GNELLE!!!!

ohhhhh pretty =D NOOKA WATCHES!

NOOKA 2009 WATCHES

ZUB ZENH CL 20

The Nooka Zub ZenH is available in noo bright colors for Spring 2009!

Now available with the Zen-H display where the top row shows hours 1-6, second row hours 7-12, third row minutes 0-59, fourth row seconds 0-59. Features chronograph and alarm.

The clear zub utilizes the already popular zenh face style in black, accompanied by a band made entirely of translucent polyurethane rubber

sb zenv al si

SpongeBob ZenV Aluminum Spongenvader

In honor of Sponge-Bob's 10th year anniversary, the Nooka and SpongeBob brands will be releasing three Nooka timepieces in 2009. The linear nature of the graphics on both pieces represents a common geometric theme in both the SpongeBob character and Nooka's common design concept, while the bold colors are reflective of Nooka's own color pallet and the official colors of the SpongeBob cartoon.


OMG THIS IS SICK!!!! <3

Supremebeing

Nooka and Supremebeing have come together to create a vibrant new collaboration! The Supremebeing logo is printed on both the aluminum zot style face and polyurethane band in bright pink, blue, and yellow. Only 200 pieces available world wide

GAH!!! THIS BY FAR IS MY FAVE

KIDROBOT ZUB ZENH

Nooka Inc. and Kidrobot have teamed up to produce a limited edition collaborative watch featuring the distinctive Kidrobot design figure. The collaboration utilizes the extremely popular Nooka Zub watch in black with the Zen-H style face along with the Kidrobot icon printed in white on the band. Only 1000 available worldwide so get yours fast! For more information about Kidrobot, check out kidrobot.com

The Nooka Zub ZenH reads horizontally. Time is expressed from top to bottom: HOURS 1-6 HOURS 7-12 MINUTES 1-59 and SECONDS are shown in the bottom row. Features chronograph and alarm. Water resistant to 3ATM.

find more nooka here

well thats it for tonight <3
peace biatches! GNELLE!

BOYSLIKEGIRLS!

so i just went to one of their concerts at pipeline it was insane in the membrane!!!!!! the mosh was crazy! one of the best concerts ive been too in a really long time here is me and martin! haha notice the extremely happy face and death grip around waist lol j/k

Boys Like Girls "Hero Heroine" Original Version from Grey Sky Films on Vimeo.

hmm thats all for tonight i need some much needed beauty rest =D night all!

Something New.

so im trying this whole blogging thing out for the first time. im a 19 year old soon to be 20 year old college student. im lucky to live hawaii. i love music, art, movies, photography, japanese and korean dramas and cheese. im new to this so please bare with me! ONEGAISHIMASU! hopefully this will be fun. i needed something new and exciting so Ta Da! here we are.. well here is my first post.. and yes im a bit of a dork.. but you will soon to learn to love me =D i hope you enjoy my blog and feel free to leave me your thoughts and comments =D

QUOTES:
-Coming together is a beginning; keeping together is progress; working together is success.
-In prosperity, our friends know us & in adversity, we know our friends.
-Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.
-You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.
-Love...and you shall be loved.
-All people smile in the same language.
-Everyone needs to be loved.. especially when they do not deserve it.
-The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity.
-Everyone has beauty but not everyone sees it.
-It's important for parents to live the same things they teach.
-If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for.
-The choice you make today will usually affect tomorrow.
-Take time to laugh, for it is the music of the soul.
-Patience is the ability to idle your motor when you feel like stripping your gears.
-Love is strengthened by working through conflicts together.
-Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.
-To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go through it.
-We take for granted the things that we should be giving thanks for.
-Love is the only thing that can be divided without being diminished.
-Happiness is enhanced by others but does not depend upon others.
-For every minute you are angry with someone, you lose 60 seconds of happiness that you can never get back.
-Do what you can, for who you can, with what you have, and where you are.


CLOTHES&LIFE.:
"there's something rather magical about ironing. you take your rumpled-up life. spritz a little water on it. run an iron over it. and presto everything's new again. the wrinkles of yesterday have vanished right before your very eyes and there you are. looking fresh. feeling sharp. ready to take on the world."

TWILIGHTSERIES:
"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit
of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,
knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair." - Bella

BLAH BLAH BLAH okok im done with my randomness. okay time to snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity...

love always,
your friend and part time lover
GNELLE